IVE GRADUATED!

so its the end to this secondary school affair . and well the end was quite beautiful. look who's in the picture. CLARRISA! i think this is still kinda sensitive. and no one has mentioned it outrightly yet as im doing, but if we dont do it now. when else? and in fact i find it a tad too late. but anywayyyyy. i misss clar! its like the reconcillation of the day. and was my most meaningful hug for the dayy. if you dont count norman's one that is. cos he said im the first girl he has hugged.. ever. haha! omgggggggg.

yea so when Father Fred said to say three things. Sorry, Thank You and uhh something else, i started feeling the stupid lump in my throat. i was sooo sure i wouldnt tear. much less cry. but you'll seee......

after everyone stood up to look for their friends, there was practically not a dry eye in the house. i first went over to lynn and tb. they saw the tears and were like haha! i thought you said you Wouldnt cry. then i told them bout what i felt bout clar. and thennnn all of us, the whole clique, walked over to clar. we didnt know exactly what we should do actually lah. just stoood around. i loooked up and saw clar crying. that did it. felt the stupid lump for the second time. then lynn and clar huggged. both of them crying. nostalgia plus the reconcillation and the you just wanna squuueeeeeeze'emhard feeling. its the typical drama scene if you wanna picture it. okay and that very moment all the girls burst into tears. even HUA JIA MIN the bimbo girl lah. i was shocked to see that she cries too. hahaha. then i went up to hug clar. phew. its over..!! guess i really missed her :D

told mr tan my opinions of him. such nice stuff said would go a long way okayy. and its just not right to graduate without telling your teachers bout themselves. yaaaa and morever mr tan looked sooo handsome that day! handsome sounds disgusting for a 30 year old teacher righttt? haha.

so handsome!!

no more taking pictures in front of the mirror en route to the lab. no more hanging around in a group of nine staring at sec ones to eat faster and hope they'd go away quickly.no more captain's ball during pe. oh ya. no more pe! no more jiamin and evangeline. seriously id misss them a lot! its this year that i started to love them lah. haha. i think i wouldnt even talk to them anymore after the Os. no more looking out of class and start shrieking. ' eh prince prince!! ' 'eh your sun! hahaha' no more 'hello dawn where are you? okayy meet in the music room' no more ' eh fall in already!! rmb to tuck in your shirt. mich! i forgot to cut my nails! ' no more ' ehh tty i think i miss u lah!', when i see him in school. then he'd go ' shen jin bing' and walk away. then maybe 4 seconds later turn back to gimme a smile. haha.no more 'mr guei!' then start squuezing the food stuff into pockets. no more chuanlian!

two sincerity! chelmin drew that for sixuan and i.

haha! this is soooo sec two.